When we set a big goal and prepare for it for several years, something obvious happens. Time passes.
And the closer we get the reality gradually amplifies.
To a fever pitch sometimes.
Ranging from feelings of separation (like from a sudden death) anxiety to unbelievable excitement for the next greatest adventure in life.
Not uncommon to change your mind several times in a single day. And each decision seems final, until it doesn’t again.
It feels like insanity sometimes.
So sure of ourself one minute, so afraid the next.